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[30 Sep 2008|08:36am] |
To begin again.
I’ve been searching for something of a world view that rings true to me ever since the ninth grade, when mathematics turned me on to the world of deeper truth in the mathematical constant phi. Slowly but surely, I’ve picked up tidbits of knowledge from cultures and religions and the sciences, about god or lack thereof, scientific explanations of the way things are, and even spent amounts of time not thinking of any of this…just living as a normal American does. Not to say that I’m not American, if you call living between two seas and two imaginary lines America. “American” is what I refer to when I mean going about daily tasks without second thought as to what I may be doing. It’s a drone state of mind, and something that I would wholly like to avoid.
Science and religion for centuries have been butting heads and disagreeing on everything. They seem mutually exclusive of each other, and religion must “give something up” if they seek to adapt any new scientific evidence into their policy. The great example of Copernicus’ solar system model that we are actually not at the center of the universe comes to mind. Christianity feels defeat when it realizes that it must somehow cope with this fact. This is beside the point. Religion and science need not be separate. Though it has taken millennia to realize, they are just different ways of looking at the same truth, with different interpretations. With the dawn of quantum theory and nonlocality becoming fact (that is, up until this point we believe it to be true), it poses some interesting questions that challenge the old paradigm of the way things were, and ends up supporting some lucrid claims that were made in religions past. We are not firm bodies distinct from the air around us, but made of innumerable quantum particles that are not even set in one state until acted on by an observer. More, we are a body of particles that may act as waves, a wishy-washy possibility of position. In fact, quantum particles from my body may be interacting with particles in some other part of the universe and I would never know it. This “I” that I speak of is part of a larger collective consciousness of information, quantum particles, and possibility. This is affectionately called the Field.
While this may seem science fiction, I can assure you that evidence leads to this being a rational conclusion. On a deeper level, we can influence the things and people around us using no more than our thoughts. Parapsychology suggests that we can influence random events, and even greater when acted upon by a large group of people.
What does this have to do with religion? God, as monotheistic religions sometimes call it may be just another word for the Field. In a sense, religious people have just intuitively felt the field before the rational sciences were able to acknowledge it. Its too bad that so many people were killed over this distinction, and that the problem persists today. Though information of the Field and how we interact with each other and with it is just beginning to come to light, be confident that the age of the old paradigm is nearing an end, and just in time. A new age (not in the cliché sense) is coming, and we are best to not hold steadfast to concrete bodies, linear space and time, and particles like atoms.
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| I started recording my dreams, here's one |
[08 Sep 2008|10:01am] |
Its me scouting out a facility from very very far away using a sniper for accuracy. It is very likely that this facility makes genetic mutations in babies. It seems like Allie is there with be, though she mostly stays near our base up the road. I position myself in an angled metallic slope, and watch the movements of the guards on patrol.
It is obvious there is one leader, an intelligent and cunning man, though I don’t know his name or face, you know when you see him. It is my duty to find out what goes on inside the facility, and save those involved if at all possible.
Somehow I’m able to walk amongst the guards and explore after viewing the place at midnight while it was snowing. I move cautiously about and through the rooms, starting down a hallway and into a room with 2 parents and a child, but something seems to be wrong with the child. There’s some kind of narration in my head about where I’m going, and I move almost as if I’m floating very close to the ground. I make my way deeper in the complex and into the kitchen, avoiding guards for fear of being caught, though at one point I pass off and to the right around the backside of the complex and see a cop car.
The cop inside smiles and looks back at me, and is suddenly swimming by my side. I have a backpack on, I continue further on the outskirts of the facility and encounter a group of people, some white, some black. The black ones all speak in ebonics and it becomes clear to me that these are my prisoners, though I don’t know how I know.
I watch one of them get tortured by being tied to a diagonal pole and electrocuted in some way. He asks for more and strangely returns to the floor unharmed after the torture. Someone else does the same, though he cries out in pain during one of the electrocutions. I take my backpack off in a crowd of people, and I see the leader of the facility. He is off over 100 feet away, but looking intently in our direction, unaware I’m a foreigner to his base. The prisoners slowly examine the contents of my backpack, shouting out exclamations like hell yeah and aww fuck yeah when they see different things.
My beige shorts are in the largest pocket, and they peek their head in and look about the compartments. The interesting thing is the small compartment, which I think held the gun, but also a camera and a few other spy things. The small crowd of 10 or so realize that I’m here to save them. All the while I’m trading glances back and forth with the leader who I see looking inquisitively over in our direction. They discover the camera and are flipping through pictures on it, making even more noise as they do.
I finally look over to the leader of the facility and he has disappeared and relocated elsewhere. This sends me into a sudden panic for fear that he is coming our way to arrest/kill me. I grab the camera and leave the bag, sprinting up the hill and away from the facility. I end up on a road busy with cars and pass it and make my way back to the base. I think there are some people at the base who are taking care of Allie. I can shoot people with very good accuracy from the vantage point, but I must make care to stay hidden, as flat as I can on the top of this pipe structure jutting out from the ground.
This is all I remember.
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[20 Jun 2008|11:50am] |
Nootropics, anti-aging, and the future of human life.
Given that humans don’t blow ourselves up in the next 50 years, or that the depletion of the world’s oil supplies and greenhouse effects kill us all off, I see some bright light at the end of the tunnel.
In the not too far off future, I predict much longer life spans, and the elimination of many of the diseases that have been plaguing mankind since our beginnings as a species. This cannot happen just physically, though. It must be an awakening to the reality of life, the interconnectedness of all things, and the realization that there is no isolated act.
My beginning journey as a bodybuilder has lead me to the discovery of a class of supplements called nootropics, or dietary supplements that can change the biochemistry of the brain, mood, outlook, focus, and memory. While there is a long list of these that I am just now starting to uncover and learn about (I’ve learned more in the past month out of school that I have in the 3 months in school this past semester), these supplements are relatively unknown to the public eye, and remain mostly at the use of doctors and dieticians. Enough of these prescription drugs that have a longer list of side effects than their beneficial uses. Enough of false claims from supplements in the sports industry and otherwise, from companies who just want to make a quick buck. When it concerns the health and well-being of our very society, we must put truth at the head of the table!
At the forefront of science today are issues about why we age: what is it that makes us get older? Cell deterioration? Cancers and infectious diseases? Is there some genetic factor that limits us from living on forever? One idea that seems to hold merit to me is the idea of telomeres and telomere lengthening. A telomere is a segment of DNA code at the end of a single strand of DNA inside a chromosome. When a cell divides, each chromosome must make an exact copy of itself, and a section of this telomere of a determined length is used up in the process. Thus, after a certain amount of replications, no more telomeres means no more division, and this point is called the Hayflick Limit, usually between 40-60 divisions in humans. It is also thought that without telomeres, the two ends of a strand of DNA can join together or mutate, and this is possibly what causes cancerous cells. If this turns out to be true, this will be a radical step in the health and science frontier. An enzyme that produces telomeres called telomerase could become extremely important in the years to come.
In the meantime, I think that Americans and people around the globe should focus on living better, in relation to our surroundings, the earth, and the health of our bodies. This includes, but is not limited to, organic/green living, preventative instead of reactional medicine, lifelong learning challenges, dietary changes away from fast food permanently, and other such modifications.
The more I read from simple internet blogs, forums, and posts about supplement regimens, scientific studies, and user experience, the more I am armed to protect myself and those who I love from the dangers of the future and of lifestyle choices that are currently going on! I know I cannot convince everyone right now to radically change their lifestyle, but step by step, action by action, I believe it can be done, and those who I pass on this knowledge to will be better off for it.
What if instead of paying a premium for expensive medical procedures to treat heart disease and lung cancer, we instead were put on simple supplement regimes to fit our daily needs, in a preventative manner, rather once something goes wrong? This reversal of roles puts the emphasis on the individual to actively care for their own body, but this doesn’t seem too farfetched does it? We should constantly be caring for our body and mind, they are the only ones we have!
Lest we forget, we have made great enhancements in recent decades in regards to health and well-being, but those who wish to make an extraordinary profit are undermining the simplicity of staying healthy.
The future of anti-aging is coming, but it takes a holistic approach to get there. Treat the body, the mind, and of course, knowledge and wisdom are the vehicles that lead there.
Its going to take a great of correcting habits in the American people especially, to fix this problem that is overhead like a thundercloud no one seems to see. The workweek and typical job structure is usually coffee and muffins or donuts, little if no breaks for food in the workday, and a large dinner, when the truth is that we need just the opposite. A large breakfast, with fruits and vegetables and small meals spread throughout the day, is more ideal to keeping a proper bodyweight, but we must note that food also affects how we feel. Energy levels, mood swings, and ability to think and focus are all tied directly and inexorably to what we eat and our daily habits.
Human life can change, and for the better, but I believe it will take a great commitment from a global population to get there. A percentage already are changing, and I see hope in this, but more is needed, and those who have the knowledge must lead the way.
More to come…
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[17 Feb 2008|07:49am] |
You gotta take em when you get them:
Idea about a more advanced auto-correct typing system. First, the typing system will recognize a user by the fingerprint or partials on one or more keys. This allows the system to store for personal style, slang words, and general order of words, all of which we know are relatively individual to the person.
The user would learn where they keys are on a keyboard: positioning. From then on they would just type as fast as possible just getting near the keys that they really mean to press. The system would then auto-correct the user based on key proximity to the true key being typed. This system would correct also for number of characters in a word, language variance, taking into account sentence structure and average length of sentence per user. Much like a language specialist would analyze a user, this system would go through a learning phase, by which it records a user’s average mistakes, where they occur, sentence type and difficulty, slang word usage, and abbreviations like “u” “btw” “omg” and other such abbreviations and emoticons.
Then, a few sentences so the program can better acquaint to your personal key-touching style.
“type: “what was the first thing you thought of when you joined that organization?’
“what was the fringsthinyou thought og when you joined that organization.”
The more you train with the system, the more accurately it can recreate what you mean to say, just like T9, with an almost doubled typing speed.
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[18 Jan 2008|09:25am] |
Carpet the world in lights and airports.
Gridlocked and perpendicular, each light stands in line with each next to it, in rank and file. Obedient to the law of order and rule. Funny, if you look at these cities and little pixie-dust-cities, and then zoom out, galaxies and nebulae look the same. Its all made of the same stuff anyway, right?
There is black, black, black. And then all of a sudden, a sole star appears in the midst of it all. Who lives there? Who keeps that star shining so bright that we can see it from our spaceship, so high above? I imagine someone looking up, praying to the skies for someone like us, so that we may see it and be thankful for that star’s existence
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[06 Nov 2007|10:39am] |
Zero point field and recent studies of water and dilutions of water having identical strengths to water and the actual active molecule are very interesting. What does this say about water as a communicating substance? What’s so special about water?
The structure of the universe shows us that if certain constants were only slightly different, no molecules could form and therefore no water, no communication, no advanced thought. Everything seems a little too orderly.
Can we talk about dimensions and the idea of being a multidimensional being? We know that we are at least a four dimensional being, because these are the dimensions that we experience. Who is to say that just because we cannot experience the fifth dimension, that we cannot experience it? What would it look like? A being like myself would be able to experience another possible version of myself in the future or past in a different universe.
Elsewhere we would say that we are in all possible universes at the same time, and that each choice we make puts us in a different such universe. Say that I decide to fall back asleep today instead of going to class. In one possible universe, in that class I meet my wife-to-be, and end up being extremely happy with her at my side for many years to come. In the other universe, I stay asleep and miss the class, to return the next session and follow an entirely different universal track. The logical extension of this would be that every single second and every single decision I make, I place myself in any of an infinity of possible universes, and each with an outcome completely different. We go further to say that my actions affect the actions of all other beings and molecules, with informational communication through the zero point field. This adds value to life, because I affect every other molecule in the universe. Its an odd concept that cells from my body are vibrating in concordance with molecules from stars.
Go further. I am now a six dimensional being that can experience all of my infinite possible lives at the same time, and switch between them at any such moment. It is not really that I can switch at any time, merely that I exist in all possible forms of myself, along with all possible universes. It seems as soon as you leave the fifth dimension, you are no longer a solid being existing in any one state, but in multiple states at the same time, which means that you are probably a stream of information on the zero point field more than a solid object. One can be just as real, just without matter. Is there some six-dimensional being right beside me in the zero point field space?
Out of the realm of science fiction, I am an interstellar multidimensional being.
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[23 Oct 2007|10:53pm] |
I spent ordinary differential equations class drawing instead. Right now, with my laptop in class thinking with a headphone in one ear, I feel extremely peaceful, and that none of the words of the teacher mean anything to me. All I see is numbers and letters on a board, and finger points at some of them to indicate that they are important. He uses different colors to emphasize separation and importance, and takes extra care to draw pictures with straight lines. It all looks very nice, but I feel like this is not deep enough. Keep probing, keep searching. Can we describe any three dimensional object using mathematical equations?
Its funny that I know what every single one of these letters and numbers means and represents, and can repeat them in my head later.
I guess the question I’m really trying to answer is what is important, and what is more fundamental than anything else. Hmm, that’s actually a good way to put it. What is more fundamental than anything else? What comes before everything else, that which everything results from, if we can even think of things that way. I am completely willing to throw out everything I know and start over, if it means being closer to an answer.
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[09 Oct 2007|11:02pm] |
Grab your coffee and your magnifying glasses, as you ease out of bed and into a set of comfortable Sunday pajamas and slippers. Slide down the steps with your aching joints and matching creaking floor, just as your plaid pajama pants match the shirt your wife has given you. The Sunday paper, littered with advertisements and falseties has become your only pastime. You are consumed with scrutinizing its every word and phrase, remarking every now and then, “Back in my day…”
And you were right. Back in your day, whether the “day” exists only in your mind or whether it correlates to a physical place really makes no difference. The fact is that it exists for you, as real as the newspaper in front of you, and staring just as clearly. Back in your day, all was right with the world, and everything made sense. None of this nonsense of the future, politicians running wild, no family values and time speeding up to an ever greater pace. And now? Now what are we to do with “your day”? Let’s gather up and save it from antiquity. As you lose hold of this world, your days fading and blurring together with the same monotonous activity and slow movement, think more and more about “your day”.
Close your eyes, feel your heartbeat slow and skip every now and then. Slow yourself as you fade deeper and deeper into sleep and back to “your day”. Your heartbeat stops, body functions cease, nothing is left but an electromagnetic pulse quivering in your brain.
One thought starts the process. “My day”. Now you can feel that you are adding to this simple statement of existence. “Back in my day”. You add more. “Back in my day, my father knew how to treat his children.” Instantly, your father and brothers and sisters are called back into existence. Name, think, and create: you are fabricating your world once again. From a simple statement, you have rebuilt your entire mental image to your now physical reality.
you
are
Free.
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[09 Oct 2007|11:01pm] |
Zero point field theory seems to hold some merit. Research it more as it is possibly the underlying theory you were looking for all along. Unites science and religion by showing that physical reality is a massive interconnected stream of matter and consciousness, just as Buddhism, Hinduism, and to most extent Christianity, Islam, and any religion to face the earth.
Will you be the first to write about this? Claim to fame, claim to nothing more than a humble speculation.
Really though, this unites physics on a macroscopic scale, microscopic scale, metaphysics, religion, philosophy, and our human condition all in one fell swoop.
Why is there gravity?
Why does F=ma?
Why do we feel so connected to other humans, and how is it possible for a human cell to develop into a full human?
It is important to think about what the end of the free will / determinism debate would mean for our world, or what proving Zero Point Field would mean for us. Scientists and determinists alike must accept that every molecule in our body is simultaneously communicating on an energetic and informational level with every other particle in the universe in a web of ultimate energy and information. Matter is no more permanent than you think that you are.
Forget computers dealing on a quantum level and move straight to tapping into the zero point field and the infinite history and energy present there. Here, the only means of communication is light, and manipulation of wavelength and frequency thereof.
Good luck, and bon voyage!
(implications on placebo effect of medicines, sugar pills, working in your body – correction on an energetic level of feeling that you have taken something that will help you, manifestation of personal will)
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[04 Sep 2007|11:04pm] |
Collection of various scraps of paper and ideas
To think about later:
Don’t you think that our mathematical system describes our universe a little too perfectly? I.e., is it coincidence that we managed to have chosen a system of numerical computation and rules that so accurately describes the world we live in, its laws and various materials?
Do you think that we have improved as people over time? No. Besides advancements in technology and civilization, if you call them advancements, our character remains virtually unchanged from cavemen, if not worse.
Character includes relations with others, attitudes on the world, and virtues of self
4000 years of ethical philosophy: all of this theorizing and no change in moral character…all for nothing?
www.prosource.net
www.exoforcegear.com
me as a professor:
nothing is more important than a new idea
question, question, question
if a student brings up a new idea, it is most likely that I will send them out of class to write about it
nothing you learn in class is as important as questioning
on the first day of class, I will teach students that reality can never be certain, and what you think is not always real. I will sit down as a student waiting for the class to begin, and will promptly begin teaching.
Why do things make noise?
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[14 Aug 2007|10:42pm] |
you can't talk to the sleeping person, you must first awaken them. and do not preach to the snoring audience.
you all must wake from your slumber
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[14 Aug 2007|02:39pm] |
What power of dream, what breadth of thought does the young mind possess? What innocence and length of mind is contained within?
There will be a soft piano playing, and you will have the sensation of falling in free form, not of terror, nor fear of death at reaching the ground, but a gentle falling embrace. There will be hundreds of thousands, all falling from the sky. Some will hold hands, while others play, swimming forward in the air and spinning in turns. No fear of the ground below, ever approaching, but encouraged.
The thrill of the fall will consume the all
And all, all, will revel and writhe
The few will lead the many, the many leading more
All will converge in a great mass.
Collapse on the floor.
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[13 Aug 2007|01:58pm] |
They will say not to give away that which you have worked so hard for, that which you have sweat and bled for, with all of your merits and skill put to the test. They will say, go out into the world and make a name for yourself, and carve it on every rock and stone you see. Read the dictionary and place your name in the annals of history, such that when you die, you are just as alive to others as you are now in living breathing skin and tissue. Prolong, prolong, whilst singing a song, and possess that which is to possess, your automobiles and houses and material worth. He who dies with the most toys wins. Nay, he who dies with the most toys sins. Sin by gathering for gathering’s sake, learn for learning’s sake, and live for the sake of living. Rise above, and live in sake of yourself, your morality and your well-being, and own your belongings, not nearly possess them.
Do unto others, and improve. Onwards and upwards, and we will rise above the lows of the low.
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[13 Aug 2007|01:57pm] |
Lets start up again with the so called meaning of life. Taking into account various views about whether life is meaningful for oneself, for a greater whole, or for no meaning at all, we must consider them all as at least plausible, since people find a meaningful (or meaningless) life in all various means and ways. It may be possible that all theories are correct, or that one needs just to discern which theory is the most applicable for one’s own life. Say, on the other hand, that they are all correct. We are forced to say that there is no God and one God and many Gods all in the same instant. We have no purpose, a godsend purpose, and an individualized purpose at once as well. This seems quite unlikely, though we can accept this as true if we are entirely tolerant of all worldviews, based solely on the fact that a worldview is successful for a person. Like trying outfits or sizes of shirts on, we test and measure until one fits. When it fits, we wear our favorite shirt until it is no more.
A worldview should not be something we hold on to like a crutch, not accept as complete truth, but constantly questioning, evolving, and measuring our ideas against others. If you truly see your religion as correct, test it against others: take their ideas and measure them with no bias from your own opinion, because yours may be just as false. A truly rational person, if such a thing exists, will see that a religious worldview or otherwise noted view of life and meaning can be just as meaningful as another. Therefore, when it comes to determining one’s own meaning of life, immerse yourself in all walks of life and their customs, and test each with your own feelings on life, which is to say that a meaningful life does not seem to be an absolute concept, but ever evolving like we ourselves are. If we are constantly changing, why should our meaning of life remain static?
On a personal note, this is a hard blow to my own philosophy. I have been searching for a long time for some absolutes in the universe, some everlasting mathematical laws or universal principles that can be seen everywhere, something serene or known fact, just out of reach, and by an application of my mind and the minds of others, these principles can be discovered, or uncovered, whichever is the most true. If it is discovered, it is invented, and is not absolute. If it is uncovered, that is the true test of a principle. It is shown to be absolute in all ways and independent of the person or persons, or even of the human race. We will not have an anthropocentric view of our world, for we are mere specks in a vast ocean of life and matter. Or is it? There is nothingness and everything is concrete at the same time.
How will the golden ratio fit into our universe?
Ten minutes later:
Am I echoing the thoughts of other rationalistic philosophers in saying that this metatruth in a pluralistic meaning can be found through reason, those thoughts of Plato and Descartes among others? No, I am simply thinking the same way they have, in a way coming up with a similar result, but doing so of my own thinking; lead, not follow.
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[31 Jul 2007|05:57am] |
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very early, and don't feel like working out. i dont think i can on account of my lack of transportation. thats sad, working out brings me joy. now i will draw, eat, or sleep
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[28 Jul 2007|10:36pm] |
This is hard. And I mean really hard; trying to find a picture of an ultimate reality incorporating everything I’ve learned so far that hasn’t been proven wrong. Even if it has, I have to consider it because the prover may be wrong.
But here’s a fundamental problem that has plagued many philosophers and will no doubt do the same to me. How can we ever hope to think of an all-encompassing theory of how the universe works, how people ought to behave, and the metaphysics of all things if 1) there’s no way to test a theory, seeing as we are part of it, and there’s no way to get everyone abiding by Kantian ethics, for example, and 2) we’re part of the very reality we’re trying to describe!! As my philosophy and religions teacher so eloquently put it, the only way a heart cell knows what it’s function is, is if it knew the function of all other body parts and the person as a whole, and then finds its place within that system. Who’s to say that the system we’re trying to describe is so perfectly ordered, or ordered at all? Or more dangerous, if none of the systems and philosophies we think up have anything to do with any reality because they are human biased, and based as well. Like history’s geocentric model’s complete inaccuracy versus the now known and accepted heliocentric view.
Its develop a theory, test it, prove it wrong, learn a little more, refine, refine, refine. Why not jump straight to the conclusion? There’s so much indecision, so many possible roads to a correct answer, and no human can convince you assuredly of that. Make that clear now. While one man or faith may be an expert in leading you to believe one system of thought, conduct, and world view, another man and his followers may contradict the first with equally good reasons. Therefore follow what gut instinct tells you, and even then, trust your gut instinct sparingly because they may lead you in a completely false direction. Our ability to “think” in entirely in question here, and the by-products thereof should be held in question as well.
For now, think, and think hard, but know that thinking may be just as useless as reading this screen.
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[15 Jul 2007|10:18pm] |
There are too many thoughts to convey all at once.
Coming home from mom’s wedding on the airplane, I noticed again how insignificant everything in daily life seems. All these artificial structures and powerlines. Parsed and divided into squares and rectangles, the earth looks more like a jigsaw puzzle than a planet. Zoom in just a little and we’re at the molecular level, with bloodstreams of automobiles buzzing along, each with its own exact specific destination. And here we come in a little airplane closer to the ground. There’s a moment where things change, where the clarity of the above and beyond view fade and you remember that you’re part of that frenzy, that you are one more car in the bloodstream, one more drone bee working to keep the hive running.
No, that can’t be right. What about free will, choice? Up high in the airplane everything takes a different meaning. Money is the stuff you use to gain more objects and space made by other people. Things seem so utterly meaningless from up there
I wonder if the feeling will ever end, whether I’ll go back to thinking everyday thoughts about what movie to see or which color looks best on my wall. One can’t live in the abstract view of everything for more than a short time, because life demands you back into the concerns of everyone else, and what everyone else is thinking isn’t exactly rocket science. I’d like to, though. That is, keep my mind focused on the insignificance of daily endeavors.
Idea for a picture/concept. Picture of the earth with cloud swirls and deep blue oceans, an actual photograph taken from space. This picture will have labels and arrows pointing to earth in various parts. Ie. “someone was robbed” “genocide” “president bush” “paris Hilton”, etc., so that we can see the pointlessness of things on this earth. At least, how small they are in comparison to everything else.
Reality tv shows.
Taxes.
Politics.
Sickness. Religion. War.
Sure they’re big words, huge concepts by means of modern day terms. Hundreds of books have been written on any one of those, but from a larger stance, everything fades, becomes part of a larger whole.
Remember to write about spiral of time, and the possibility of all events occurring simultaneously, ie. the absence of linear time.
Procession from understanding. Linear time, then general relativity expanding the idea of time, and then quantum theory extending it further. There must be a few more steps.
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[07 Jul 2007|04:29pm] |
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
GET OFF OF THE COMPUTER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, GET AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN, AND GO SEE THE DOCUMENTARY "SICKO", BY MICHAEL MOORE. THEN TALK TO ME
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[29 Jun 2007|12:18am] |
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exhausted. three hour workout, 12:18 a.m.. possibility of a job at vitamin shoppe. missing allison. graphic deisgn work pays
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[31 May 2007|09:33am] |
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i'll be changing my user icon with random ones i find from livejournals. like a chameleon.
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